Monday, October 30, 2006
"Trick or Treat?!"
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! Trick or treat?!
Reminiscing....
When i was in the philippines, we used to celebrate Halloween at my grandma's house. There we spend a few days of vacation and leisure: playing cards, eating lots of sweets, movie marathons and the so-called ghost hunting, eating sugpo(shrimp), tahong (clams) and other seafoods. Wow! Sarap!
Reminiscing....
When i was in the philippines, we used to celebrate Halloween at my grandma's house. There we spend a few days of vacation and leisure: playing cards, eating lots of sweets, movie marathons and the so-called ghost hunting, eating sugpo(shrimp), tahong (clams) and other seafoods. Wow! Sarap!
I like it when we go out at night doing a tradition in our country called: "Pangangaluluwa". It is a tradition wherein a group of people will sing into another's house as a respect for their loved ones who died.I used to be a part of those people. Hehe. I still remember those times.
She told me that all my cousins are at my grandma's house and they will spend their halloween there. One of cousins brought their helper with her or the maid. (the maid in the philippines are usually part of the gatherings like these.) It happens that the girl has a third eye. It means she can see things that normal people cannot. Like ghosts, souls roaming around her and other extraordinary things. She also have the capacity of communicating with them if she like.
Yesterday, this girl said that she have seen somebody inside the bathroom sitting on the toilet bowl. She said she hasn't seen the person before and she wonders why is he there. Well, my grandpa died three years ago. So, i guess "tatay" is just checking everybody, making the roll call. (damn!been absent for 3yrs now!) I'm a grandpa's little girl and i just love my "tatay" so much.
My cousin's helper told her about it. So, everybody got scared after hearing the story.haha! no wonder. Nobody wants to go up and sleep in the room alone.haha! so funny! They have agreed that they will all go together because they are scared that they will see grandpa.=)) oh well...
Grandma said she already knew that, tatay is always there with her taking care and watching over her all the time. Because i know they love each other so much.aww!! But grandma is not scared of him.=P
Well, just want to share you their "halloween story". hehe...
I'm not really in the good mood to write a blog but i hope you all enjoy my short story. =D
Gotta go guys! have fun ghost hunting. See yah laterz...take care!mwah
Yesterday, this girl said that she have seen somebody inside the bathroom sitting on the toilet bowl. She said she hasn't seen the person before and she wonders why is he there. Well, my grandpa died three years ago. So, i guess "tatay" is just checking everybody, making the roll call. (damn!been absent for 3yrs now!) I'm a grandpa's little girl and i just love my "tatay" so much.
My cousin's helper told her about it. So, everybody got scared after hearing the story.haha! no wonder. Nobody wants to go up and sleep in the room alone.haha! so funny! They have agreed that they will all go together because they are scared that they will see grandpa.=)) oh well...
Grandma said she already knew that, tatay is always there with her taking care and watching over her all the time. Because i know they love each other so much.aww!! But grandma is not scared of him.=P
Well, just want to share you their "halloween story". hehe...
I'm not really in the good mood to write a blog but i hope you all enjoy my short story. =D
Gotta go guys! have fun ghost hunting. See yah laterz...take care!mwah
Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
11:38 PM
11:38 PM
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Foggy Saturday!
Ola! The blog addict is back!hahaha. Hmm...im not at home, im at a friend's house and i'll be sleeping here. =D I brought my laptop with me so i can write some...hehe! Nobody can STOP me.=D I've got some headache because i was out almost the whole day, SHOPPING, of course.
It's just a normal day. I worked in the morning and then went at the bazaar with mami. Oh, nothing is new, still coughing...coughing...coughing. errr! Che palle! ehem..ehem..oppss! yeah, i have sore throat, too. *wink*
It's kinda strange this morning, i have never seen a fog like that before. T'was the first time in my four-years stay here. Mami told me to go look at the window and damn!It was soooooooo FOGGY! I couldn't even see the walls, the street and the way to go out of the building. You can just hear the cars passing by and the ambulance siren. (at 6am!grrr..)
Oh, i cooked dinner!=D I prepared some carrots and Turkey with egg and bread crumbs (impanata di tacchino). yuummm! Then we drank some white wine. hehe!
Well, i need to go. Can't write anything nice as of now, my brain is damn drained!hayy...im waiting for him but i guess he will not be online.=(
Have a good Sunday guys!take care..ciaoers!
Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
12:53 AM
12:53 AM
Friday, October 27, 2006
Fave song!
you're the one that never lets me sleep
to my mind, down to my soul
you touch my lips
you're the one that i can't wait to see
with you here by my side i'm in ecstasy
It is the first song that i've heard this morning in my mp3 player and it started my day right. Im still sick until now (a sick blogger!=P) but i have to work today. It's a good thing that I'm in the mood (just a bit though) because i have to work double time to be able to cope up with the work i have left last time that i was absent. Well, i was able to finish everything on time with a little hurry.
i am all alone without you
my days are dark without a glimpse of you
but now that you came into my life
i feel complete
the flowers bloom, my morning shines
and i can see
I woke up a bit early today. Instead of waking up at 6:10 am, i woke up at exactly 6am. (yeah, before my alarm rang.) I was having a dream before i woke up and it was wonderful. Thats why i dont want to get up because i wish i could continue my dream for a while.=) Like the song "i feel complete, my flower blooms and my morning shines" when im dreaming of you! (just like the way you stroke my hair and how u make me feel comfy on your arms, want to dream more of you)
your love is like the sun
that lights up my whole world
i feel the warmth inside
your love is like the river
that flows down through my veins
i feel the chill inside
every time i hear our music play
reminds me of the things that we've been through
in my mind i can't believe it's true
but in my heart the reality is you
This song always touches my heart everytime i here it. The lyrics were just written naturally and simple as it is. The meaning is broad and describes the real feeling of a person. Hayy...especially when you feel like your inlove.hehe! It is my favorite song since i was in highschool and the first song i have learned to play in the guitar.(b'coz the chords are very easy.hehe!)
On the other hand, disasters cannot be avoided as usual especially by yours truly.=D I missed two steps of stairs at my work but i guess im ok. I dont want to have that bandage on my legs again and the cane on the other hand! oh, please! On my way home, just before reaching the bus stop, i have seen the bus near the traffic light that is getting ready to go. I asked the driver if he can still open the door and let me in, so i can go home early. Oh, poor me! He just nod at me and did the sign language meaning NO! sooo rude! No choice, need to wait untill the other bus arrive. ampfness!
Oh, i guess we will be changing time by Sunday at 3am in the morning. We will adjust the time backwards because its already autumn and winter is quite near. But strange, because until now we still have the temperature of 12 to 25degrees celcius. Another info, that will make Philippines to be 7hours ahead again from us.
Saturday "bazaar day", time to relax and less stress at least. Hope you all had a great weekend! i'll see you around.
Time to go now.=) Adios!
**oh, wish i could have a good sleep tonight. cough, cough, cough. lolz
Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
11:36 PM
11:36 PM
Ola! yeah...now, im one of them; One of the so-called "blog addicts".haha! It seems like everybody is getting addicted in doing their own blog site. I did some "blog hoppin'" last night, i have seen lots of nice blog pages. Some of the owners are as young as 13 to 14 years old and dude, they are like experts in doing it. Well, im trying to learn by myself too by the help of my yani baby.=D
I've asked a friend to visit my blog and told him to leave a tag.err! he's soo lazy!hehe..peace!=D Anyways, he told me that he got inspired and wanted to do his own blog too.haha!=P Yani invited me herein Blogger a month ago and i got interested so i tried doing mine. She helped me with the layout and told me which site to visit to get the codes. Thanks=) Like others, i love writing too, i love expressing my inner self, and bringing out my ideas. I'm an artist by heart, I believe. I know i'm not that good in writing, but i'm sure i will improve later on.hehe! I've got my own teacher!=P
Papi left for Napoli and he said something before he left: "non fai arrabbiare la mamina, ok?" It means "don't make mami mad, ok?".haha! GOODLUCK to me! It's the next to impossible thing to happen.ahihi
Didn't work yesterday afternoon I wanted to take some rest so at least i can recuperate . But then it didn't happen, cos i've been updating everything in this site and the like. Anyway, im kindah happy about it because im starting to learn on by my own exploring things that i never knew before. Just one problem: my eyes and my back easily get tired. Haha. Oh well..
Friday again! PAYDAY is getting closer! Wooooo=D
I need to go for now guys...i think im in the mood writing another one but we will see..hehe! Later guys..mwah!
Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
10:52 PM
10:52 PM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
I'm the BOSS!
Hey yah! I didn't go to work today.=D I have decided early this morning that i'm not in the mood and still not feeling well, so "im not gonna work!". I called my boss at around 9am telling that i'm still sick. Anyway, its true. I stayed in bed until 11am.haha! Well, the reason is i just love my bed more, i put my new covers and feeling so comfy on it.=)
I recieved a txt message as early as 8am and i did not bother to read it. Sorry yani!hehe... I replied with her anyway and told her that i did not go to work today. She wants to see me, so she came over to my place and eat lunch with us. (she doesn't like the soup.hehe!) Then after i go out together with papi. We've been at her nephew's house to help him fix his computer and internet. Was able to discover what is wrong with it, it is the USB that is not working well.
My other phone is broken...waaa!=( Nokia 3660 is the model yeah, i know it is still from the stone age as what yana have said. I liked it very much, i've got lots of memories about that phone especially all the numbers that are saved on my phone memory.Damn! i will never get those again because, the man told me everything will be deleted on it. And oh, i have to pay at least 40euro where i can buy a new phone for 50euro.haha! soo funny!=P
Along the way going at the repair shop, i have seen jheng. She's my very first friend here, just like my little sister. I'm happy to see her because, we haven't seen each other for a long time now. We have some misunderstandings but i guess everything will pass in time. I have seen how much she have grown since the last time i saw her.
My papi is going to naples tomorrow and will be staying there for a couple of days. He needs to visit his mom hmm..yeah my grandma.=) (93 years old) She is sick for two weeks now and not eating. Poor grandma!=( Since papi will not be here for 3days then it means PARTYYY!=D
Anyway, the good news is...I'm not going to work again tomorrow! Even im feeling a bit good im not gonna work! period!!!hehe...I have just decided and whether my Boss Like it or not, i don't care! =D Because, im the BOSS here dude!*wink*
I better go now guys, i'm watching an italian comedy and im enjoying it.hehe! See you guys!
Hey yah! I didn't go to work today.=D I have decided early this morning that i'm not in the mood and still not feeling well, so "im not gonna work!". I called my boss at around 9am telling that i'm still sick. Anyway, its true. I stayed in bed until 11am.haha! Well, the reason is i just love my bed more, i put my new covers and feeling so comfy on it.=)
I recieved a txt message as early as 8am and i did not bother to read it. Sorry yani!hehe... I replied with her anyway and told her that i did not go to work today. She wants to see me, so she came over to my place and eat lunch with us. (she doesn't like the soup.hehe!) Then after i go out together with papi. We've been at her nephew's house to help him fix his computer and internet. Was able to discover what is wrong with it, it is the USB that is not working well.
My other phone is broken...waaa!=( Nokia 3660 is the model yeah, i know it is still from the stone age as what yana have said. I liked it very much, i've got lots of memories about that phone especially all the numbers that are saved on my phone memory.Damn! i will never get those again because, the man told me everything will be deleted on it. And oh, i have to pay at least 40euro where i can buy a new phone for 50euro.haha! soo funny!=P
Along the way going at the repair shop, i have seen jheng. She's my very first friend here, just like my little sister. I'm happy to see her because, we haven't seen each other for a long time now. We have some misunderstandings but i guess everything will pass in time. I have seen how much she have grown since the last time i saw her.
My papi is going to naples tomorrow and will be staying there for a couple of days. He needs to visit his mom hmm..yeah my grandma.=) (93 years old) She is sick for two weeks now and not eating. Poor grandma!=( Since papi will not be here for 3days then it means PARTYYY!=D
Anyway, the good news is...I'm not going to work again tomorrow! Even im feeling a bit good im not gonna work! period!!!hehe...I have just decided and whether my Boss Like it or not, i don't care! =D Because, im the BOSS here dude!*wink*
I better go now guys, i'm watching an italian comedy and im enjoying it.hehe! See you guys!
Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
9:50 PM
9:50 PM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
NO Excuses!!!
I'm sick, but i've worked today. When i arrived home, i need to do some more chores. Eventhough im sick i did all of that! Instead of staying in bed and take my rest, NO!. I did lots of things today, even im sick dude!
Being sick is not an EXCUSE i guess. I don't want to wake up this morning to go to work, but i know i've got lots to do. So, i had no choice! My boss doesn't have any consideration at all! She even asked me to do more things than the normal days. She doesn't even care about how i feel or how sick i am. I did her lots of favor but didn't even appreciate anything. "Cazzi suoi! Giovedi non vengo a lavorare e non mi frega un cazzo!"
I had only today as my free day. I need to do other things that i cannot do on the normal days because, i need to work until saturday. I always consider Sunday as my "rest day". There are times that i need to sacrifice this day because, we need to wake up early and accomplish other things. Oh well...
I hate being sick! I know i don't do extra care for myself but im trying too. Instead of helping me to get well still i hear more things..blah..blah..blah! I did the favor for all of them, but i hope sometimes they will give me consideration. I'm sorry if i cannot do more than what you always expect from me. If i don't have the capacity of doing the same thing you do. Im just me! and i cannot do more..more..more!
You do not even appreciate the things i did. You just see all this mistakes, the bad attitude and the wrong things i have done. Damn! What am i doing here on earth? Am i just your SLAVE?! an absorber? Am I born just to make you happy and contented? How about myself?! I want to live my life, i want to be happy, i want to make my own decisions, i want to made my mistakes and learn from it, i want my FREEDOM!
Don't let me do the things you always wanted for me, don't make me think the way you think, don't tell me the things that i already know. Don't pretend like your innocent because, it just make me think that your stupid. Please! will you listen to me even just for a minute? Will you ask me how feel? I'm sorry...
I'm not PERFECT!
**Im sick, i want some peace even just for this moment. Let me rest for a while.
Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
10:26 PM
10:26 PM
"...Yani's Beeday!"
"...For what is a man, what has he got? If not himself, then he has naught.To say the things he truly feels;And not the words of one who kneels.The record shows I took the blows -And did it my way!"
...yeah, yani did it her way! That is the song she sang for everybody!damn...i can really feel it through my nerves.haha! The birthday girl is sooo gorgeous and sooo damn talented! Yana just turned 18 last October 17. The first thing i noticed was how she dressed up, yeah, a bit girly now.hehe! Well, prettier than ever.=) (just like her ate ish.haha!shhh..)
You can see that there is a sad face behind that smile and i knew there is only one thing that will make her happy. She was disappointed at first, and doesn't expect anything more than she have thought. God is always kind, he knows how to give a wonderful present for somebody who always deserve it.
We had fun at the party, lots of people. We arrived a bit late because ikay and me have been at the center first to do some shopping.hehe!=P The food is "wow" i love the shrimps and "mechado"..ryt?!=) Then after, we drink some wine "no Martini, no party!". The most exciting part is when we had the "picture picture". ahihi! Me, yani, ikay and my new found little like sis zienna. Oh yes, you have to deal with it! We are all pretty and gorgeous..haha!=))
"for my yani baby: i wish u all the best! more happiness, love (from nikko!=D) and success for the future. I will always be here for you, always remember that. You have just begin another chapter of your life. I know someday soon, you will get all your heart desires and you will be happy. Because, you deserve it! keep on rockin, baby!mwah."
Got to go guys! see yah around...
**ive posted some of our pics at the party courtesy of yani.hehe!
Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
1:58 AM
1:58 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Blog disaster!
I wrote a blog last night and have made some chages in my site. Damn! some did work and some are not.uffa!che palle:( Yana told me that blogger is doing some maintainance until monday, so i guess thats the problem.
Now, i'm starting to write a new blog this early.errr! Was not able to sleep well. First, i have a sore throat and its really bad! i feel sooooooo itchy inside! I was thinking of somebody and missing him so much..uffa! I left my yahoo meassenger online last night.hehe! i thought somebody will leave me a message and fortunately, nobody did!haha. ah no, yeah, somebody did!=)
I had a great time yesterday, we've been out for our "saturday bazaare".=) This time just the girls...Me, mami, and ikay. Papi is not feeling well so he decided to stay home.Better! =) We go around the bizarre, have seen good stuffs to buy. yeah, i did! I bought a belt, a pair of clothes and other stuffs that i like.hehe!=))
After that ikay and me have been at the TIM center, she needs to renew her internet account. We decided to have some snack at McDonalds..yeah we ate some Mcnasties yesterday. Dont have any other choice, dude!=P
We have dinner at Gianni's place. Papi prepared some "roasted rabbit" hehe...taste good ha! and some roasted beef with potatoes..aww! and mami did some "kamote fries"=) So, we did have a great dinner last night.
When i arrived home i go check my blog and damn all is messed up! But anyway, i was able to fixed it asap and have made some more changes on it.=) Posted something last night and it didn't appear (just like what ive said earlier) so i thought of writing another one this early morning.
Anyway, i had to go now. I need to prepare my things in going out today. We will be going at IPER...hehe! and go to yana's place later this afternoon.=) Hope it will not rain so i can wear something nice.haha! wish i could post a better one later!keep on rockin! Laterz...
X'cess:
i miss you=((
Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
12:02 PM
12:02 PM
Saturday, October 21, 2006
"rain, rain, go away..."
"rain, rain go away come again another day coz little bombshel wants to play..."=)
That's the first song i sang this morning. My mom always tells us when we are still small we have to sing this song so the rain will stop..haha! Its been raining since yesterday until this afternoon then the sun showed up at late noon around 5:30pm. I was hoping that the rain will stop, because i hate it!(hmm..but not "walking under the rain" with my bf!haha=P) It's already cold here and foggy with the temperature of 14° to 18°. Autumn/Fall is about to finish and we are about to change our time again. So, philippines will be 7hours ahead again from italy. They say winter will start soon but then it will be finish early. Wow! then it would be spring time again and then summer..awww! I just hate when it's Autumn and winter, there are times the sun doesn't show up at all. And i go to work early, i should be out at pass 7am and it is still dark. Then at 4pm it seems like its already 7pm.=(
I feel like im in the mood this morning, i woke up a bit early but then still late..haha! I go to work, the train is late but the metro arrives on time.whew! I feel happy, feeling good and want to talk to somebody. Too bad nobody is around to chitchat with.=(
Last night we've met my mom's friend, she said she needs my help because she is having some problem regarding with her computer. We are able to meet each other a bit late because the metro is not working and was blocked. Mami and I are already hungry. We dropped by at the pinoy store and bought some "lucky me, la paz batchoy". Awww! damn it is really good!
I don't like when it is raining here, need to bring umbrella obviously(che fastidio!) and dress up with the jacket and gilet...errr! Well, what can we do we are living in a country with 4 season so we need to adapt with the environment. The news say that it will going to rain again tomorrow, saturday.=( Because the weather is getting worse yeah, part of the season.hehe! Hope rain stops soon! Then after snow, snow, snow...haha!
And oh, before i forgot papi's mother is not feeling well. Papi told me that grandma is not eating anymore and others.=( They will go there to visit grandma and then other people too:P Let's just pray for her to get well soon.=)
Anyway, i need to go now. I feel a bit sleepy, but im going to work in the morning again.=P see yah around!
Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
12:46 AM
12:46 AM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
my new blog (PART II)
hey guys! here i go again...got my new blog (PART II). I've got another blog b4 this one it is form blogdrive.com but for certain reasons i deleted it.=P well, hope you'll gonna check this site whenever you have time. I'm gonna try updating as often as i can.=D yana was the one who inspired me of doing this. Thanks for the help!*wink* mwah... Don't forget to leave me some tag,tag lovin'..ayt?! thanks and keep on rockin!=D
take care guys! see yah around...
Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
1:30 AM
1:30 AM
