I can say im still having those hangover from my vacation. A week of fun and laughters with my sister and other new friends. Spending the whole day at the beach with those lovely kids. Playing, running, singing and joking. Eating our favorite ice cream and flavored iced coffee espresso. How i wish i can come back again...how much i wanted to be there again.
Martina got that paper early in the morning and called me up like she is telling me to take a pic of her for real. So there you go, she pose and put it in place on her own. So sweet.haha.
About my dad, he has been operated once again. His doing fine but still in the hospital. He had been operated again for the third time in his heart, this time they have to control it and observe to know what is really going on. If ever he will have to come back again and need to be operated again. hayyy!!! I feel soo sad about this things. Just hearing papi that his not feeling well, the feeling is double. I know his really trying to recover and trying to be strong just for us. I hope everything will be ok and will be back to normal again. Oh God help me please! T_T
Guys, im sorry if i can't blog hop for a while. My net is slow because im using just my phone as my modem and all. I will make it up to all of you. Thanks for always visiting and dropping love
and concern. Thanks a lot guys! I miss you all. I love you guys...mwahugs.
I will update my photosite soon. Tomorrow i will be back to Milano again and gonna start working once more. Hayyy! One week just passed, anyway i've enjoyed here and have fun with my sister and the kids. Oh, last night we have seen a fashion show.
Damn! there was this guy...gah!oh soo HOT!!!....He really look..ahhh!! SOO HOTT!!!hahaha...I have to go now, were off to the beach once again. =) I look like ohhh sooo NEGRA!!! Have a nice weekend guys. Take care..love y'all.mwahugs.
BAD + GOOD NEWS.
Let's start with the BAD news. My papi is in the hospital once again, he is not feeling well most of the time. The doctor said that the operation is all good but there is something that makes him feel that way. He used to have headache and then makes him feel dizzy. The pain will start from his neck going down to his left arm and finally up to his right leg. He still got a mark on his right leg from the operation that most of the time, when he moves and walk a bit he feels nothing. Like it is a bit paralyzed or something. Kindah sad to know about it, because for now i cant do anything. I'm here at my vacation enjoying and having fun while my father is in the hospital again. He won't allow me to go back in Milan just to see him and spend the rest of my vacation. He wants me to have fun with my sister and the family thats why he sent me here eventhough im alone. I still have to wait untill my mom tells me all about the examinations papi had to go through. Im also kindah preoccupied about mami, because she's all alone at home. We were all in different places at the same time. Im here at Ravenna, my father is in the hospital and my mom stays at home alone. All i can do is to pray for my father and be healthy again.
At the other part of my life, im still here at Ravenna. Spending my one week vacation and enjoying it to the fullest. I've been at the beach twice and oh yeah...im really getting dark! ahaha. But thats the real color of a pinay so just deal with it. Im enjoying my stay here, eventhough everymorning the kids wakes me up soo early like 8:30am. Its still early right? Then i have to prepare going at the beach or if not we have to go in another place. Last night we go out and have some walk at the center. We had some ice cream and milk shake made of ice cream.hehe! Oh, and im still having the diarrhea for now. Hope it will stop as soon as possible. Besides that im having some sunburn but not that so painful like the first time.
I have met lots of people here. Ale's family(pami's husband) and then pami's friends, that we used to see around the beach and outside the house. I also met lots of new playmates.haha! I love kids and i love spending time with them and playing. Just like running and making fun with them makes me happy. They all call me "zia" meaning "aunt" in english, calling me that way will be easier for them and pami told me that is almost a tradition. It's windy today at the beach and the waves are really big. So i just stayed in my chair and chill with some kids. Have been at the swimming pool for half an hour then enough.
The very "GOOD" news was, the lawyer have been at the hospital the other day and have brought the documents to be signed by papi. He told me that he already signed all the papers that should be needed for the processing of the documents. Damn! i think it is really geeting near.awwww! And my sister was also happy to extend to me the great news. She said that in time, finally, i will be a real and legimated child of papi. I will be officially one of the part of the family. But anyway, she also say that eventhough without those papers we are already accepted but just to follow the rules then we have to do this. That is sooo sweet!
I just finished watching the Transformers. It's nice though i did not really understand it because it was in italian. It is really different when you really knows the language. Tomorrow, we will not be going at the beach. We have to go out and do some other things. Guess what?!!! hahhaha..yay!!! SHOPPING!!! awww..Oh i have also done my new henna tattoo. One in my ankle and the other one is at my back. I'll post again all the pics in my MULTIPLY SITE.
Sorry for not hopping on your pages for the meantime. Im a bit busy and my net was slow. Oh, i want to ask for your prayers again. Thanks alot guys! Take care and love y'all.mwahugs..
I L♥RVE d' BEACH!!!
Yay! After a waiting almost a year...Now, i really feel that its already summer time.haha! We have been at the beach yesterday, from 11am to 5:30pm.haha!*biggrin* First day of my official vacation and my sister wake me up at around 9am..ahuhu! early...anyway, its because they need to go out for a while. Nobody will have to look for the kids, so she asked me if i can look for them for the meantime. Its ok, i love my niece and nephew they are oh soo lovely.
I chat and check my mails for a while then called mami and papi to know how is milano doing.hehe! They told me that it was really hot in there..ahaha! Its hot everywhere.lolz! Then when pami and ale arrived home we prepared and get ready for the beach.awww!The day was really great and of course, the sun. It is a bit bit cloudy in the morning when we go out of the house. Then later in the afternoon, damn! the sun is SHINING!!! But before we finally reach the beach we have to go pass by at pami's friend first.
Well, if you'll gonna ask me about how is my color now.haha! Damn, i just love the beach and i love the sun and the water so...I'm oh sooo getting dark again. And my sister is kindah pissed about it.haha! She told me that why is it i've already got this color to think that i've never been at the beach the whole year but just now. Even her other friends, ehehe..anyway, us filipinos just have the dark complexion so our skin gets dark easily. Ahaha, i know i have the guts to wear that two piece. Oh well, i dont care about my big tummy.*biggrin* Together with me is pami and her friend with the kids playing.
In the afternoon, we have to attend the celebration of the baptism. So we went at the restaurant to eat and take some more pictures together with the baby. And of course to recognize the Godmothers and Godfathers. Oh, the food was great! Its quite long since i've been able to eat pinoy foods. So, i've tasted a bit of everything.yummy!
At around 5:30pm, we left the house to go at the central station. I will have to leave for Ravenna for my one week vacation as what i've written in the last post. Mami and Papi accompanied me because i've got lots of things to bring.hehe! I got the ticket and the train is leaving at 7pm. They said their last goodbyes and left me alone and wave outside my window.(just like in the movies ha?!) Need 1hour and 45minutes to reach Bologna and there pami will pick me up by car. Arrived at Bologna at around 8:45pm and ale(pami's husband) helped me in by baggage. We left the station and have to travel an hour to finally reach home.
I've had fun at the beach, i've met some of pami's friends. It was really nice knowing them. They don't treat me like other people. I played with the kids the whole day and now im SUNBURNED!!! damn!!! my back and my shoulders were really TOASTED! ahahaha...It's ok anyway, i love my color..better than looking pale. lolz!
For today, no beach for the meantime.hihi! It is cloudy here anyway so we will be back again tomorrow. They say it will be really "HOOOOTT" tomorrow. It will be like 40degrees outside. Gosh! i can't...oh no i can't! My skin will get totally burned if ever. I will just stay under the umbrella and sleep.haha!
Maybe if it will not rain until later we will be going out for a while to go at the center to do some SHOPPING?!!! huwaaawww!*biggrin* Then after we will treat the kids an ice creaammm! awwww..O_O
I will try to hop on your pages as soon as i can, or when i have time. And thanks for those who used to visit my page. Thank yah! The other photos will be uploaded at my other site, MULTIPLY SITE. I'll try to post everything because i'm just using my phone connecting as my internet.
This are my updates for the meantime. I'll post more whenever i have time. thanks guys. Take care guys! Have a good week ahead of you! Love y'all!mwahugs...
Yay!!! Time for me to go on vacation...FINALLY!!! After some months of stress and hard work, finally its time for me to take a break!awwww..
You've heard it right, im going out for a vacation for one whole week! weeee... This time i'm going to travel alone. My parents cannot go with me for a while because both of them have just got operated.
I'm going at Ravenna, i will be staying at my step sister's house which is near the beach. awww! I'm gonna be one of the beach babes for a while. ahaha! I'll let you see what i look like after sunbathing for 3hours. Oh..i hope you won't get scared.haha! I'm gonna be really dark im sure. Anyway, it doesn't matter at all, as long as im enjoying my vacation, the beach and being together with my step sis and the kids. It would be lot of fun!
I think everything would be exciting to think that i will have to travel alone all the way then if they will not go on the weekend then i will have to go back again on my own.haha! Anyway im already old to do that.lolz! Maybe because im used to travel having somebody with me. Well, time to change.
I'm kindah excited, eventhough im not sure what im goin to do there and where are the places that we will have to go. But for me, just being together with my little cute niece and nephew will be all fun. And being free from stress...damn! far from worries and everything..ahh! oh soo relaxing.
On sunday, i will have to go to a Baptism. I was chosen to be one of the Godmothers.aww! Then in the afternoon is the celebration. And i hope i can leave at night, so i cont have to travel early in the morning on monday and waste half of the day. Because they say that there will have a strike of all trains from saturday 9pm untill sunday 9pm. Thats why i'm praying so deep, "pleasseee, cancel the strike so i can leave...pleaseee." haha.lolz!
Latest update is Papi is at home already. yay!!! Finally he was sent home by the doctor and his doing ok. Thank God! and thanks to all of you who offered the prayers. Thanks a lot!
After my one whole week vacation, i have to go back to work of course. But then after two weeks i will have to travel again. My tita is inviting me to stay with her even just for 3days. It is in Forte dei Marmi. I have not been there before so we will see what is up there. I know they also have beaches there.haha! I will be a real negra this summer but anyway doesnt matter to me because thats the trend here on summer days.haha!
Don't worry i will still update because im going to bring my boyfriend with me.haha! What im talking about is my laptop. Just can't live without it.
So, untill to my next post. Tell you much stories soon. Take care guys, and have a great weekend! love y'all!mwahugs..
FIRST SUMMER OUTING!
The last thing we visited is the Aquarium. Obviously, you know what they have in there.haha! They've got piranhas and oh nemo was there and a small shark too. They also got the reptile section. Damn! snakes are really big and scary. There are some of them that is very dangerous. So, imagine that what if one of them escaped on their own cages. Gossshhh!
There you go, i wish i could go out with them again. It was really fun and a day full of laughter. I also got the chance to see my niece and nephew. And the whole crazy gang.haha!
As for other updates, papi is still in the hospital but then i hope he will be going out by tomorrow or at least by friday. Oh please, i hope and i pray. Pleaseeee! Everything is doing good with him now and i hope he will be healthy continously from now on.
Thanks for the drop guys. Thanks for the comments, for those sweet comments and the tags. I know some of you were really busy regarding school. I wish you all goodluck and have fun always. Enjoy!
I better go now. I think i still have to update my multiply.haha! Take care guys. Love y'all!mwahugs..
I've got sleepless nights the past days. I don't know whats going on. Maybe it's just the weather because summer had just started and its really getting hot. It started from the first week of July were i started to get worried about my parents. Both of them have to undergo operations, but anyway they just did. You can just read it on my previous posts.
Mami is ok. She still have to rest and recover from what she have had. She still have to heal from the pain and the operated part from her body which makes her difficult to move. Still feel uneasy and sometimes having headaches. Anyway, what is important is she's at home now and can rest as long as she wants.
I was late this morning. I'm supposed to wake up at 6am but then i slept from my alarm. I did not hear it rang. Since mami knew what time i go to work she tried calling me up and told me it's already 6:45am. Damn!!! I really overslept... Thank goodness...i still was able to make it to work. I was late for 15mins. so not a big thing. Bus was on time and as well as the train. geeee, thanks!
I felt a bit heavy, but not feeling like lazy. A sudden attack of boredom and a bit of depression which i felt the past few days too. It passes by itself, but it comes back maybe because im missing somebody and wants a company. Then all this things that is going on around me. Both parents at the hospital and getting stressed from work. One of the reasons why i don't blog that much. I don't want to write something that is too emotional and be ambiguous about it.
Late this afternoon, mami called me up. Saying papi got an attack. I have just said on my previous post that papi got operated again at heart and plus his veins connecting through his throat. Like the first operation he have had, since his a diabetic he got an allergy. He can't take normal medicines like others, that doctors need to control on what to give him. For the second time around, it happened again. After the operation was done he immediately got it. They gave this medicine to control the allergy but giving him another effect, which makes his blood sugar too high. And he has to suffer about it.
After eating lunch, he was sitting at the table and started feeling bad. Sweating and his feeling dizzy. He can't move anymore like he doesn't have any force. His roomates called the doctor immediately and they attented him right away. He got a measure of 460 from his blood sugar that's why he suddenly felt that way. They gave him oxygen and put a monitoring gadget in his body which they are able to control his actions from time to time. So they will know if there is something wrong with him. Actually, i have not seen it mami just told me what happened. Papi said it also happened to him once when he was at the rehabilitation.They also gave him a shot of insulin, which will help him to feel better. I felt bad hearing about that news, but whats important is his doing good before i left him this night.
After work i go directly at the hospital. I want to see papi and to know how he is doing. The doctors was visiting him when i arrived then after i hugged him and gave him a kiss. He said his feeling a bit better and i dont have to worry about it. We stayed there with him until he finished his dinner. So now, we still dont know when his going out of the hospital. But anyway, hope he feels better and recover as soon as he can.
mija: Gud am boo! papi got an attack after eating lunch. 2 high his sugar,dn inject an insulin. and im still hir almost dying at work.hayyy..can i just die?! tc. lov u.
boo: No mija u cant die. U have to go be with gino. Ur his inspiration to survive. Be strong mija. Lov u. Mwah.
Hayy...what would be my life be if there would be nobody like him that reminds me about this things. His the only person i used to text when i feel bad and whenever i feel like im down. But then he never fails to remind me of good things and tell me those words that can help me gain my hopes. Always there to support and care for me, not only me but also for my family. Thanks boo...thanks soo much. I dont know what to do if your not gonna be around. And if ever, i will always be here for you too no matter what. Thanks once again.
I always do this whenever i write a post, thanking my good friends...my very lovable blogfriends for all the support and kind words. Thanks for the comments, you always touches my heart. You make me feel happy and blessed just having you all guys. Thanks a lot..and im just a click away whenever you needs me too.
Too much for a Monday, soo much to start the week for me. Well, i have to deal with it. This is life! Eventhough every "DAY" would be full of stress, bad feelings and depressions i have to go on and battle. Not easy and will never be easy! But i need to move on...
I'm sorry for not posting something interesting or something happy for the meantime. I know you all understand how i feel. I promised to tell you about my first summer outing, dont worry i have not forgotten about it. I will as soon as everything turns to be ok. I'll keep my word.
I need to go now. Oh...i still have my bruises from my falling at the chair. I still feel my bones in pain and my back and hips still hurts. I still feel those after-falling-effects. lolz! But im doing ok, nothing to worry about. =)
Take care everybody! my apology if i can't go through all your pages, but i will promise. Love y'all!mwahugs... Have a good week ahead of you too!
Just a week ago, mami had been operated and now its papi's turn. Papi was called by the hospital yesterday and had been scheduled today for the operation. Early morning at around 7:45am he called up and was saying he is already preparing for the operation. Then i say my byebye and told him to stay calm and take care and gonna see him in the afternoon. For those who doesn't know about papi's health problem, he has to undergo an operation because a vein or artery that connects through his heart and neck is close that makes him difficult to breath. Also will give other complications for his heart to malfunction.
I go to work and was a bit worried about papi because i know he will have a major operation. It's dangerous though. At around 11:45am i called up mami and was asking how was papi's operation. I heard papi's voice and saying "ciao bimba mia..."(hi my little girl...). I got shocked though and asked him if he already did the operation. He told me that they did not let him do the operation. They say papi has a small collar meaning his neck isn't that long to be operated. It will be difficult for them to do it and it will be alot of work and pain for papi if they did. Also the doctor told him that the medicine he was taking for this is not that strong. The medicine might help with it so they say they will just give it to papi and we will see what happens after.
After work, i go directly at the hospital to see papi. He explained to me that we still have to wait untill they are ready to do the operation or maybe not. So we still remain worried and everything because i thought it will all be finished today. We go home and told papi we will just come back after 5pm to see him again.
Well, when we come back at the hospital once again we have seen papi with all this apparatus on his arm. He was smiling and saying: "adesso tutto a posto, stato già operato e sto bene."(everything is ok now, ive already been operated and im ok.). I can't believe it, after two hours just right after we left him he was called by at the operating room and was brought there.
He did another cardiogram were they put something at papi's heart to open the blocked vein or artery. He did it just a few months ago. But the doctor said it was starting to close again so they have to do it again. Then after that, they proceed on doing papi's blocked vein or artery in the throat. The operation was successful. Doesn't need to open papi's neck just to unblock it. They were able to pump and remove the closed vein. yay!!! The doctor gave him lots of compliments after the operation saying :"sei un paziente meraviglioso e stupendo."(ur one of a kind patient, ur amazing and wonderful). He said papi was so calm and didn't gave them any problem while the operation is going on and wishes that every patient is like him. hehe!
Now, everything is ok. I want to thank every one of you who have offered their prayers and have given me support. Thanks guys and maybe someday i will also return this favor to all of you. Thanks so much and God bless you all. Special thanks to Boo for all the prayers, the support and the love your giving me and my family. God bless you and your family too.
Well, got a short story for you. Yesterday, i was at work i was trying to get something which is a bit high. I got a chair and stood up there. And BOOM!!! i fell down on the chair and found myself at the ground. =( I'm so lazy to get the ladder so this is what i got. Damn! i got bruise in my arm, hurt my back and my shoulder, also my hips and my buttocks. It really hurts though, and now a part of my left arm is swollen and really feeling the pain now. I know im stupid, should have not use that chair. But i got out of balance thats why...but anyway, im still stupid. waaaa... And now im suffering from pain. Oh well... About mami, she is doing fine and starting to really recover and yeah im still doing most of the chores at home. Anyway, for me as long as they are healthy and in good condition that is what really matters.
I still owe you guys...i will go bloghoppin later. And i still got to tell you some story about my first summer outing with my cousins. I should..i mean i must do it immediately before i forgot it once more.haha!
Thanks again to all of you...have a wonderful weekend. Take care always. love you all.mwahugs.
MAMI is HOME!!!
Thanks..thanks for all the prayers you've offered for my mom. I really appreciate it. Eventhough they say that the operation isn't that "major" or that dangerous still you can never say whatever his plan.
Mami was sent home by his doctor yesterday. She doesn't need to stay there that long because she's doing well. Just that she's still feeling some pain from the operation she have had, but mami is doing fine.
Tomorrow she will have to go back at the hospital. They will have to remove the stapler-like-thingy on mami's operated area. That's the new thing they've got nowadays. They dont have to make some stitch on the operation but they will put this metal, the stapler-like-thingy. It will just close the operated area and then when it heals they will just remove it.
For 4 days i was like "ychel in the morning, Mami like in the evening". Kindah hard though. I have to do all the chores my chores and mami's chores. errrr! I have to think not only of myself but also papi. I have to prepare his medicine and things at night and in the morning before i go to work. I need to do the ironing and laundry for some days that mami was not here.
Well, the important thing is I SURVIVE! yay!!hehe. For now, i still have to help mami with some other things. She still needs to rest for one week before she can finally do the usual things she used too.
I'm sorry for not updating that long. Anyways, i'll make it up to you guys. I was out yesterday together with my italian cousins. Gosh!!! i really had SOOOO MUCH fun! I enjoy too much with my CRAZY cousins. I will tell you the story on my next post and will also post some pictures here. Take care always. Love you all!
Have a great week ahead guys!mwahugs...
LIFE w/out M-A-M-I.
Today, mami was admitted at the hospital. We accompanied her to see where will be her room and help her to arrange everything in the hospital. The nurse told us that she will have the operation tomorrow early morning around 8 to 8:30am.
Before we left the hospital, the nurse brought her food. Damn! i got shocked mami will have to eat only that soup. Take note...a soup! just a soup with nothing else on it, oh she can put that parmesan cheese. errr! i was like "is that the only thing you can eat?!" Well, papi explain it to me, coz i just cant imagine how people were treated in the hospital. I told them they aren't keeping thier patients in good condition but they help on killing them.haha! kidding...
There would be no "mami" for a couple of days. No mami who will do the laundry and prepare the table for us. No mami who will sweep the floor and keep the table clean. No mami will be there to remind papi about his medicine. There will be no "screaming" and "arguing" for the mean time. Gonna miss those things though even for a couple of days.
What is important, mami will be healthy again after her operation. She will be able to work again normally and freely like she used too. I just hope everything will go smoothly. And i would like to Thank everybody who offered their prayers for mami. Thanks guys! i really appreciate it. =)
Now, for the mean time i have to do all the chores here at home. Anyway, im used to that. Just need to do some extra things over here. Because im used to have mami around so what i cannot do will be left for her. Actually, i go to work and leave everything to her.haha! She have just told me what i need to do tomorrow, the other day and for the rest of the week. Ohhh...why mother's like that. It's ok, all i want is for her to be healthy again.
I want to apologize about my tagboard. If ever you see some 'not soo good' tags there just ignore them. It's just there is this somebody who wanted some attention but nevermind it, i can manage. Aha..there you go 'spanish girl', special mention.ahaha! I gave you a special place here for a while, ha.*wink* Is that what makes you happy? Do whatever you want, pretend and destroy people. Everything you said will bounce back to you. Anyway, its you wasting your own time pissing your ownself. Goodluck! *devil's laugh*
There you go, i cut my hair again. My hairdresser cut it a bit short. =( But i think it looks nice. I need to cut them every other month so it will grow faster and better as well as to remove my split ends. I have it layered and has a style below it. What you think about it? =) Actually, i've got lots of events to attend with this July. I will have to go with my step sister and my cousin at the amusement park this weekend. (they are both italians) Then i have to attend a baptism before the end of the month, and i will be one of the godmothers.hehe! Also, finally i will have my one week vacation. It means i will be out of town. yay! To enjoy my summer vacation. I will tell you when and where i will be going. I'm sure it will be a lot of fun.
I better go now. Take care everybody and thanks for your prayers. Love y'all. mwahugs..I miss my yana. =(
When you LOVE, never stick only to what your heart feels...
Remember that sometimes using your brain is a necessity.
Never use your eyes to cry for the one who fooled you...
Instead, use it to search for the right one.
Don't be scared breaking up...
keeping a relationship with an evil person is much scary.
"Love the one who will fight for you and bravely face each and every consequence...
Someone you can call a partner rather than a lover."
I have recieved this text from my good friend ARIANNE. I was browsing my phone and looking for those messages that can be interesting and i've seen this one. Just want to share it though. Isn't it nice?
I spent my whole saturday with my mom, of course doing shopping! awww! I'm oh soo happy because finally i was able to find and have bought the sandals that im really looking.yay!!! Then have bought some other things.
Next week, my mom will have to undergo an operation. Well, finally because weve been waiting for that long time ago. At least she will be free from her worries and will be healthy again after the operation is done. I hope everything will be fine and the operation will be successful and will not have any other problems. I would appreciate if you will include her in your prayers. Thanks in advance. =)
I better go now. I miss my arianne but i know shes having fun now there. Gonna call her later when i woke up. Excited about the stories. hehe...Take care guys! mwahugs...
Have a good sunday!