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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

NO Excuses!!!

I'm sick, but i've worked today. When i arrived home, i need to do some more chores. Eventhough im sick i did all of that! Instead of staying in bed and take my rest, NO!. I did lots of things today, even im sick dude!

Being sick is not an EXCUSE i guess. I don't want to wake up this morning to go to work, but i know i've got lots to do. So, i had no choice! My boss doesn't have any consideration at all! She even asked me to do more things than the normal days. She doesn't even care about how i feel or how sick i am. I did her lots of favor but didn't even appreciate anything. "Cazzi suoi! Giovedi non vengo a lavorare e non mi frega un cazzo!"

I had only today as my free day. I need to do other things that i cannot do on the normal days because, i need to work until saturday. I always consider Sunday as my "rest day". There are times that i need to sacrifice this day because, we need to wake up early and accomplish other things. Oh well...

I hate being sick! I know i don't do extra care for myself but im trying too. Instead of helping me to get well still i hear more things..blah..blah..blah! I did the favor for all of them, but i hope sometimes they will give me consideration. I'm sorry if i cannot do more than what you always expect from me. If i don't have the capacity of doing the same thing you do. Im just me! and i cannot do more..more..more!

You do not even appreciate the things i did. You just see all this mistakes, the bad attitude and the wrong things i have done. Damn! What am i doing here on earth? Am i just your SLAVE?! an absorber? Am I born just to make you happy and contented? How about myself?! I want to live my life, i want to be happy, i want to make my own decisions, i want to made my mistakes and learn from it, i want my FREEDOM!

Don't let me do the things you always wanted for me, don't make me think the way you think, don't tell me the things that i already know. Don't pretend like your innocent because, it just make me think that your stupid. Please! will you listen to me even just for a minute? Will you ask me how feel? I'm sorry...

I'm not PERFECT!

**Im sick, i want some peace even just for this moment. Let me rest for a while.

Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
10:26 PM

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Richelle L. Troia
Milan, Italy
26 years old
6th of January 1982
Advertising Fine Arts graduate from University of Santo Thomas
"ychel", "ate ish", "bombshellot", "ychel d' bombshel", "d'bomb", "bombshy", "mija"

the self description

capricornian+ STUBBORN+ unique+ loves to paint+ love my bed+ loves to eat+ workaholic+ SHOPPAHOLIC+ loves CAMERA+ **chattaiola**+ a beach lover+ love my fone+ love my laptop+ love mah girlfriends+ a traveler+ funny+ 'freaky bad ass girl'+ moody+ weird+ Obssesive-Compulsive+ *procrastinator*+ 'adventurous gal'+ a DADIholic +

"What ychel wants, ychel gets!"

I can be the craziest girl you would ever know. I'm a real freak! PAINTING is my passion. An artist by heart♥. I love to laugh. I love to tell stories. I talk to too much. I'm an outgoing person but most of the time i chill at home and chat. I love meeting new friends. I'm sweet. I'm a cry baby. I'm sensitive at times.I love goin' to bars and dance the whole night away. I love to 'drink & get drunk'. I love lindt & babyruth chocolates.haha! I can make you laugh to death.=D I'm obsessed to Sarah Jessica Parker's "SEX and the city" TV series. I love simple things. I'm REAL!

LOVES

♥GOD ♥chatting ♥talking on d' phone ♥blogging ♥staying up to wee hours in d'mornin ♥waffles w/nutella ♥sushi ♥my ipod ♥music ♥gauguin & van gogh ♥USHER ♥Bob Marley ♥loves TAZMANIAN ♥loves shoes, bags, clothes & accesories =) ♥PRINGLES =) ♥lasagne ♥fried shrimps ♥piercings & tattoos ♥coffee & cappuccino ♥ ♥RUM,TEQUILA,VODKA, COSMOPOLITAN♥ ♥PHOTOSHOP

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+PEACE!.
+good health & happiness for my family.
+Victoria's secret.
+my papers.
+tickets to PHILS.
+tons of EUROS.*laughs*

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alex's store site.
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JOURNEY.

LISTEN.

TURN YOUR LIGHTS DOWN LOW
(Uh) Turn your lights down low
And pull your window curtain
Oh let the moon come shining in
Into our life again
Saying ooh, it's been a long, long time
(Long, long time)
I got this message for you girl
But it seems I was never on time
Did I wanna get through to you girl?
On time, on time (word)
I want to give you some love
I want to give you some good, good loving
(Uh, uh, right, uh)
Oh I, oh I, oh I
Yeah I want to give you some good, good loving (uh)

[Lauryn]
Turn your lights down low
(Word, word, uh, uh)
Never ever try to resist, oh no
(Na, na, na, na)
Let your love come shining in
(Na, na, na, na)
Into our lives again
(Na, na, na, na)
And ooh, I love you
(I love you, I love you)
And I want you to know right now
(Know right now)
Ooh I love you
(Uh-uh, yeah, uh)
And I want you to know right now (uh)
That I, that I
I wanna give you some love (uh, yeah)
I wanna give you some good, good loving
Oh I, oh I, oh I
I wanna give you some good, good loving (yeah uh-uh)

[Lauryn]
Loving you is a like a song I replay
Every three minutes and thirty seconds of every day (uh, uh)
And every chorus was written for us to recite (right)
Every beautiful melody of devotion every night
It's potion like this ocean that might carry me
In a wave of emotion to ask you to marry me
And every word, every second, and every third
Expresses the happiness more clearly than ever heard (uh)
And when I play them, every chord is a poem
Telling the Lord how grateful I am cause I know him (what? word)v The harmonies possess a sensation similar to your caress (uh)
If you asking then I'm telling you it's yes
Stand in love, take my hand in love, God bless (right)

[Lauryn & Bob]
I want to give you some good, good loving
I want to give you some love
I want to give you some good, good loving
Oh I, oh I, oh I
I wanna give you some good, good loving

[Lauryn (Bob)]
Good, good, good loving
(I wanna give you some good loving)

THANKS.

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