Thursday, December 07, 2006
"love me or hate me?" (part II)
ahuh..im here again! and here is the second part...
Finally, i've already wrote whatever i have inside of me. I have expressed and burst out everything...hmmm..still got more i guess. But this will be a book if im going to write it all up.haha!
A friend commented on my blog last night. I wrote her a letter and tried to cleared out things. I've texted her once more this afternoon and got the answer. She decided not to see me for a while, for us to have some space. At least for us to think of more of the possibilties of what solutions and to understand more what to do about the current situation.
Things have been gone complicated but i know there is always a way for us to go out and find the best solution. I will wait for the right time to come, untill the time we will be all happy again. For now, i will be back with my normal life. Work, home, eat, chat, watch tv and sleep.
I was happy two weeks ago. Go out and hangout with some new friends, but suddenly it turned out to a new darker days.(as always!) Oh well, life has been the hardest thing to deal with. But im gonna rock with it!
Friends are the most precious thing i have in my life. I treasure them, keep them and love them like myself. And sometimes, more than to myself. I care for them like my family, a sister or a brother and all are my bestfriends eventhough they have their own personalities. I always make sure that i understand every little thing about them. I don't want them getting hurt, when they are sad and in pain i can feel double. I always want them happy and contented, im willing to give and share everything i have. I pamper them, i like spoiling them and be with them all the time.
I will always be here...willing to listen, to comfort and give a shoulder to cry on. I will still be the same just like before. I will always be the "ychel" you have known for the first time.
Thanks!
Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
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