Monday, April 09, 2007
I'm BACK!!!
hi guys!!!!!! I miss youuuuu!!! I miss BLOGGING and I MISS YOU ALL!
Anyway, im here now and im back.hehe! Honestly, i didn't go anywhere i just need some time to think over some things. Need that S-P-A-C-E. Guess it helps.lolz!
First, my papi is in the hospital. Actually it will be two weeks this thursday that he is staying there. We didn't know that he will be staying that long inside the hospital. He was called a week ago to have an examination for his heart. Then after that, they have found out that his heart's veins or artery are 99% close. He always complain about his heart lately, thats why. Once he got angry and really mad then that will give him a heart attack. Three more days and he will be confine in the hospital but then the doctor was just in time calling him and admitting him immediately.
Monday, he was operated again it was called "angioplastic". Were they took the chance of opening papi's veins and arteries through his heart. Papi is still fortunate, the doctor have tried putting the device in his wrist instead of putting it under his stomach and or cutting his upper right leg. He is fat and putting the device under his stomach will give him much pain and it will be a really long process untill it gets into his heart. So, thank God! They were able to open up everything in just one try without giving papi that much pain. Because if it didn't open, then he needs to have another operation. He will have to get a heart bi-pass. Thank God! papi doesnt need it anymore and he said he really feels good and have a new heart. Well, i guess his really just inlove with my mom.lolzzzz!
He is still in the hospital untill now because he got poisoned by the medicine. Instead of intoxicating and removing the anesthesia in papi's body it happened the other way, papi got intoxicated. So it became complicated. Papi has diabetes, there are medicines that they cant give him. Saturday, we have seen papi with his eyes and cheeks swollen up to sunday. They made a mistake giving him the medicine. Then after, papi got an allergy. Hayyyy!!! sometimes doctors really are hmpf!! They made it worst for papi. This last two days, he really got lots of scars in his skin because of scratching too much he cant even sleep at night. poor papi!=( Hopefully in two days he will be out of the hospital.
I've got 4 days vacation this holy week. Too bad we were planning ahead that we will be out of town but then it was all cancelled because of what happened. We have celebrated our Holy week and Easter Sunday inside the hospital. Mami have prepared some sweets and same thing with the other family that we have acquainted inside. First time for me to experience staying with my loved one inside the hospital. Because in the Philippines nobody in the family gets to be hospitalized. As i remembered, once it was my grandfather but then after that none of us anymore. And to think now, it is my father who was inside the hospital and got operated.
It was a good experience too. Knowing and being acquainted with the other patients there and their family. We have known some other people inside and treated like good friends. I even made jokes with the nurses there.hehe! We get along with this family which is in the other bed near papi's. They are so nice, we tell stories and exchange sweets almost everyday. We share foods on Easter sunday up to today. It was really great! =) Just hope we can get to meet again some other time, because they live far. They live outside Milan, one and a half hour travel.
Other good news, is that i guess a week ago my papers from the Philippines just arrived. weeee!!! After papi gets out of the hospital we will then have to get an appointment with the lawyer and we will talk what is the first thing we have to do. But then i hope things will turn out just right. Im really afraid of getting disappointed if ever! =( I have to cross my fingers untill i get my papers done. ahhh! Help me pray...Thanks! =)
On the other side, guess things are happening just good.haha! Inspite and eventhough the last few weeks was really hard for me. I got depressed and was really hopeless with what had happened. But then i was able to regain and recover or still in the process of recovering.hehe! Things happened unexpectedly and yeah kindah ironic. It really hits me like a thunderstorm. Then other persons were involved. It was really sad. But then in time, i get to realized and analyzed some more things. I was able to control and think of maybe better things to do.ahhh, i think so! Too much dramas had happened, too much pain and certain persons were really hurt. Hoping that things will be clearer in time.
Oh well, guess this is all for now. But then im gonna be busy because i've found a new job.weeee!! But i'll make it sure i will have time blogging. You know, i cant live without this. Being in hiatus for a week is enough. Oh, and ive got a new record.haha! it has been 3days that my pc was on.lolz! i just leave it open since the hospital is near our house. Damn! i cant believe...leaving this on without turning it off!err...hope it will not get tired untill wednesday morning. =P
The image was a gift from len last Easter Sunday! thanks your sooo sweet.mwah! Thanks for visiting my blog eventhough i was absent for sometime. I'll make it sure that i'm gonna drop by in your pages. PROMISE!!! Thanks guys! Love y'all! mwahugs♥♥♥
Have a great week ahead guys...
**im sorry for all the stress, the dramas and pain. I know things will get better in time. Im just here anytime you need me. Take care and i love you.**
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