Monday, July 16, 2007
MONDAY ATTACK.
I've got sleepless nights the past days. I don't know whats going on. Maybe it's just the weather because summer had just started and its really getting hot. It started from the first week of July were i started to get worried about my parents. Both of them have to undergo operations, but anyway they just did. You can just read it on my previous posts.
Mami is ok. She still have to rest and recover from what she have had. She still have to heal from the pain and the operated part from her body which makes her difficult to move. Still feel uneasy and sometimes having headaches. Anyway, what is important is she's at home now and can rest as long as she wants.
I was late this morning. I'm supposed to wake up at 6am but then i slept from my alarm. I did not hear it rang. Since mami knew what time i go to work she tried calling me up and told me it's already 6:45am. Damn!!! I really overslept... Thank goodness...i still was able to make it to work. I was late for 15mins. so not a big thing. Bus was on time and as well as the train. geeee, thanks!
I felt a bit heavy, but not feeling like lazy. A sudden attack of boredom and a bit of depression which i felt the past few days too. It passes by itself, but it comes back maybe because im missing somebody and wants a company. Then all this things that is going on around me. Both parents at the hospital and getting stressed from work. One of the reasons why i don't blog that much. I don't want to write something that is too emotional and be ambiguous about it.
Late this afternoon, mami called me up. Saying papi got an attack. I have just said on my previous post that papi got operated again at heart and plus his veins connecting through his throat. Like the first operation he have had, since his a diabetic he got an allergy. He can't take normal medicines like others, that doctors need to control on what to give him. For the second time around, it happened again. After the operation was done he immediately got it. They gave this medicine to control the allergy but giving him another effect, which makes his blood sugar too high. And he has to suffer about it.
After eating lunch, he was sitting at the table and started feeling bad. Sweating and his feeling dizzy. He can't move anymore like he doesn't have any force. His roomates called the doctor immediately and they attented him right away. He got a measure of 460 from his blood sugar that's why he suddenly felt that way. They gave him oxygen and put a monitoring gadget in his body which they are able to control his actions from time to time. So they will know if there is something wrong with him. Actually, i have not seen it mami just told me what happened. Papi said it also happened to him once when he was at the rehabilitation.They also gave him a shot of insulin, which will help him to feel better. I felt bad hearing about that news, but whats important is his doing good before i left him this night.
After work i go directly at the hospital. I want to see papi and to know how he is doing. The doctors was visiting him when i arrived then after i hugged him and gave him a kiss. He said his feeling a bit better and i dont have to worry about it. We stayed there with him until he finished his dinner. So now, we still dont know when his going out of the hospital. But anyway, hope he feels better and recover as soon as he can.
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mija: Gud am boo! papi got an attack after eating lunch. 2 high his sugar,dn inject an insulin. and im still hir almost dying at work.hayyy..can i just die?! tc. lov u.
boo: No mija u cant die. U have to go be with gino. Ur his inspiration to survive. Be strong mija. Lov u. Mwah.
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Hayy...what would be my life be if there would be nobody like him that reminds me about this things. His the only person i used to text when i feel bad and whenever i feel like im down. But then he never fails to remind me of good things and tell me those words that can help me gain my hopes. Always there to support and care for me, not only me but also for my family. Thanks boo...thanks soo much. I dont know what to do if your not gonna be around. And if ever, i will always be here for you too no matter what. Thanks once again.
I always do this whenever i write a post, thanking my good friends...my very lovable blogfriends for all the support and kind words. Thanks for the comments, you always touches my heart. You make me feel happy and blessed just having you all guys. Thanks a lot..and im just a click away whenever you needs me too.
Too much for a Monday, soo much to start the week for me. Well, i have to deal with it. This is life! Eventhough every "DAY" would be full of stress, bad feelings and depressions i have to go on and battle. Not easy and will never be easy! But i need to move on...
I'm sorry for not posting something interesting or something happy for the meantime. I know you all understand how i feel. I promised to tell you about my first summer outing, dont worry i have not forgotten about it. I will as soon as everything turns to be ok. I'll keep my word.
I need to go now. Oh...i still have my bruises from my falling at the chair. I still feel my bones in pain and my back and hips still hurts. I still feel those after-falling-effects. lolz! But im doing ok, nothing to worry about. =)
Take care everybody! my apology if i can't go through all your pages, but i will promise. Love y'all!mwahugs... Have a good week ahead of you too!
Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
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