Friday, September 07, 2007
BACK TO REALITY!
Finally, i am back here! Got the "mood" to at least write something new here. Sorry for not posting that often. Im not in a "haitus mood", not even that "uber busy". I think im just being "LAZY" for a while and i dont know whats the reason. Well, everybody has the right to become one sometime.haha!
Summer is almost over in a week. Sun will start to rise a bit late now or sometime soon you'll not gonna see it everyday again. Cold and breezy early in the morning. Those beautiful flowers that bloom for at least three months will soon be dry again and their leaves will begin to fall. Sun will not be up until late like it used too two months ago.
Mind will be always be occupied and "STRESS" will always be there again. Work, work, work, and work! For another half year, people will all be "WORKAHOLICS" again. We are back to reality!
I'm just worried about the coming season again. Fall/Autumn and Winter will be coming soon. I hate rainy seasons, but i love snow. Oh well, nobody can stop it. I hope we will not have too much rain this year and too cold. Like "my ass is freezing". LOLZ!
Enough. Let's go at the other part of the world now. Since i did not post something for a while i would be random this time. Did you hear it? RANDOM...
I was sick for a while, i think it was two weeks ago. I always got stomachache and my lower right side of my stomach is aching, up to my lower right back/hips. My father is worried that it might be my appendix. I was asking him to bring me at the Emergency but he told me that we cannot go there unless it will really be emergency. If ever i will have to be forwarded to a private doctor and will have to pay for it. It will costs me alot for just that visit. So, i have waited untill last monday to go at my mom's private doctor. The doctor said that it is my previous Urine problem. I was hospitalized for a day because i've got that pain all over my lower stomach up to my back. It means that my kidney is not working properly. I was also examined and they have found a small piece of rock where my urine passes through, which makes it difficult for me to pee. The doctor advice me to at least eat foods with less salt, avoid eating junk foods (grrr..how can i do that?!), not to eat oily and fried foods like french fries, hotdogs (NOOOO!!!), fried chickens and all the same. I cannot drink softdrinks and sodas anymore. Also to do the diet for at least two months. DUH! What you think of her advice? not eating those foods will really make me thin. AHH!! DO you think i still have to do the diet thingy! thats R-U-D-E!!!ampf.
Anyway, im trying my best now to avoid them.(ahuh!!!LIAR!haha.) Since my father is the one cooking his trying to be careful of the food that he cooks. (not true! im spoiled, he just bought me some fried mexican chicken!)haha! Well, i have to avoid them little by little. I hope i can survive unless i want to spend another day in the hospital in the future. But i hope not! I'm afraid of the injection and dextrose. i hate them!
I thought my vacation will end up really happy but oh well, something bad happened. The last week of my vacation turned into "NOTHING & BORED!". Im all prepared and was doing all that depiling the day before my departure. Papi got a call from Enrico saying that i dont need to go at Ravenna anymore because my sister and the family is already preparing going to Naples. The father of my sister's husband is given 12hours to live. He cannot breathe anymore so they need to make a hole in his neck and one of his lungs were already removed. Then other complications came along. He died last Sunday and was buried Monday. Let's just offer some prayers for him that finally he will not suffer and will have pain anymore.
So, after that we were all shocked and at the same time im kindah disappointed. But anyway it means we will have more fun the next time. Im expecting that we will be going at the amusement park and then i will have to spend the last two days at the beach playing with my niece and nephew. Kindah sad that it did not happened. Anyway theres always be the next time.
I spent the rest of my vacation at my cousins house at Bergamo. Well, i got really "bored" there but thank gawd that my niece and my nephew is there to make me happy, at least. I have fun playing and taking care of them. The weather is not that good so we can't go at the the swimming pool. So we stayed at home. Papi did some artwork on the wall because my cousin is renovating their living room so i helped out. And the truth is, im LAZY! haha!
My right shoulder hurts now, i guess i got some cold outside. The weather is changing from time to time. I can't really move it and i still have to work tomorrow. And earlier this morning, my nose is bleeding. But i think its normal for me, because it always happens when season is changing. Oh, i also got a small cut on my face i dont know how i was able to get it. hehe! Don't worry guys, im okay and everything will be fine.
I want to take this chance to say THANK YOU to all of you. For those who used to drop by at my blog, for those who reads my post and leave their very touching comments as well as leaving some tag. Thanks a lot! Your opinions and advices helps alot. It really shows that most of you appreciate what im writing and accepts me for who i am. Without you guys, i will not be inspired writing one. You're my inspiration and my strength. You all give me hopes and helps brighten my mind. Thank you to all of you. You all have been a part of my life for almost a year now. I may not be visiting all your pages that often but always think that you are remembered and loved by me.awww! I love you all!
Yayy!!! my friend ARIANNE is coming back from the Philippines by next week. I can't wait to see her again. I really miss her sooo much! She's my little sister here and we are partners in crime. Oh, we've got one thing in common. We are both "CAMWHORES"...so better watch out "PICTURE ADDICTS" will be back very soon!haha.
I will have my haircut tomorrow. yahooo! New look again. I have to cut them, they are getting long again and got dry because of too much expose under the sun. Just on timing, by next week we have to attend a wedding. I still have to buy a dress i think but i still have to check my closet, maybe i dont need a new one because i still got some clothes that i have not use. We will see.hehe! Mami just bought me a new hand bag. DAMN!!! i really love it. It's really nice together with a new sandal.haha!
I have to go guys. Have a great weekend! I'll go drop by at your pages as soon as i can. Take care all of you! mwahugs.
Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
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