Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Oh..i love tuesdays! My free day..no work, no stress. I can wake up anytime i want and i can go wherever i wanted to go.
The truth is i don't know what makes me think of writing something for my blog. I just woke up now, yeah i haven't brush my teeth and even wash my face. Anyway, who among you can see me and smell me.haha! I can't stop this feeling. I just want to blab something i think.
I'm a bit bothered the past few days. Actually the past week was really a week of "STRESS" for me, lots of things happened. It was about me and my mom fighting on a certain thing. This is kindah crazy i know but i can't help it. We were having this "BIGGEST" issue about me having a boyfriend. duh! I don't know if she's just getting a conservative type or somebody who really cares about me. If im going to state it here this would be a long, long post. Maybe i will just give you a brief story about it soon. Im not in the mood to reason out and tell what and how the issue have gone out. Now, the situation is worse. It would be her birthday on thursday but i still don't feel like talking to her. It was Sunday, that we really have a "talk" not just a talk...well, it was really a "BIG TALK". I was able to tell her much of what i feel inside. I know i have hurt her but she did the same thing to me. It's not im having a revenge but that is how i am. I only want to express what i feel and whats on my mind. I don't know if it gave her something to think about but it doesn't matter because i know there are some others that can understand the situation. And even if, i guess i just need to do what i have to do. It is what makes me happy. It's been a while that i haven't decided on my own and reason out for myself. I just keep silent which sometimes leads you to something complicated. Well, i was able to tell something i was able to let it out for once.
See, when i have something to say i can't help it. I just think and write whatever i have on my mind, and it doesn't matter if it doesn't make sense at all.haha!
I wanted to say thanks for those who voted for me. Thanks for the big effort, anyways, its okay if i didn't have much of the votes. It's not a big deal.hehe! I just want to participate and enjoy that i got nominated. Thanks again. And to Nadine(special mention), sorry i was not able to post something earlier that the nomination thing is already finish.:) Sorry also for those who are asking about the links. I will try my best to update things here and i will go visit your sites.
There you go, i don't know what else to say. I know i'm super lazy posting something that really makes sense at all. Im sorry about it. =( I don't know whats happening to me. It started some months ago, i always think of what to write but then i can't put it into words.hayyyy...
Anyway, time for me to go. I need to get out of my bed, its already pass 2pm to be exact and im hungry. What a lazy ass!hahaha... Just have a good week ahead of you guys! Enjoy and have fun. mwahugs.
Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
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