Saturday, January 05, 2008
Late xmas update, Leaving the 2007 and Happy bday to me!
Warning: This will be a very long post.
How you doing guys? I want to apologize for not updating for quite a while. "Not-so-in-the-mood" feeling and i dont need to elaborate them at all. I have too much things to say, it would just be some random things about what happened this Christmas and alot more things that i just want to let it out on my mind. Maybe i will just make it in a bullet form type just like what Romina told me. Let the game begin...haha!
Welcome 2008!
-Holiday? Well, I had fun this christmas. I did not recieve any gift but for me it isn't that important. What makes me happy is that i gave the kids their presents and they are all happy. For me, "its better to give than to receive" thingy really works. And im not even asking something in return, its christmas and it only lasts for a day. Giving gifts just makes me happy.
-I've got my early christmas gift actually. You want to know what is it? haha...Okay, it was a box of chocolate from Texas. Actually its a BOX FULLLLL OF CHOCOLATE! Butterfinger, Cocokrunch,Hershey's Dark chocolate and hershey's nuggets with four different kinds. Thanks for the early gift boo! so sweet, it will give me a toothache and stomachache at the same time.haha!
-Celebrating christmas with my new family is a big thing for me. My step sister from Ravenna came and stayed at my cousins house in Bergamo. Seeing the kids, playing with them, and taking care of them makes me soo happy and really fun for me. Papi cooked nonstop that day seafoods, veggies, cake, sweets, peanuts, champagne and wine. Anything more?haha..
-NEW YEAR?!! I've ended up the year 2007 a bit sad because i got sick. =( Yes, i've worked in the morning and i started not feeling well. I felt suffocated in the Metro and after that i vomitted and got diarrhea. When i got home in the afternoon i got ready because my step sis' husband will be coming to pick us up. Later that night i got fever and got bodyaches. =( We have eaten early and did the "Brindisi"(cheers!) at exactly 12pm. I drank some wine and i loved it. So, i ended up finishing the two bottles that was opened actually my step sis drank too but i drank most of it.haha! I did not get drunk though.Yay! I slept at 3:30 am because im waiting for my other cousin to arrive from work but i felt tired so i have to go to bed.
-I Drank ALOT on New years! After i finished the two bottles that night, we all woke up late and started to eat again. We opened another bottle and of course, i finished it too.haha! And when we got home, papi wants us to do the "brindisi"(cheers!) in our own place so we opened another bottle here. This time i did not finish it but i still drank some more. haha! Still sick?! No, sure i got cured by the wine that i drank. I did not even took some medicine for the fever but i got well after drinking. I think wine is a medicine for me. =D
-I can't say that my 2007 went well and was good enough. I think it was all balance for me. Another year of bad times and good time, hardships, obstacles, making decisions, adventures, Failed relationship and new ones, more friends and lotsa more.
-I want to thank all my blog friends. Thank you for always visiting my site eventhough im not updating much for the last months of the year. Thank you for all the good advices and concern you have given me. I want to thank most especially Arianne whose always there for me. Always there to understand me, to care, to listen and always there to kick my ass to remind me that im losing my track. Special thanks to Romina, Astrid, Moieee, Bamtot, Bryantot, Tina, Tric, Nadine, Bianca, Nika and Sherma. From our blogs to friendster up to our Multips..Thank you! I will always be grateful in meeting you in the blog-o-sphere and i hope i could meet you for real. Thanks alot guys and I love you all from the bottom of my heart.
-I might not be good in making decisions, but this year I can say that i made myself stronger and have learned lessons again. A relationship failed not because i want it but because i guess it is the best. Sometimes you have to sacrifice things for the better ones. Eventhough how much you care and love a certain person, time will come you have to learn how to let go. You have
to learn how to stand on your own feet in times of the very difficult times you are into. That Life is never been easy. You have to learn it in the hard way and move on little by little. No matter you cried for hours and hours and even for days. But also there are times of happiness inspite of everything. If ever you'll gonna read this you know who you are, thanks for the wonderful times that we shared. The feelings are true but i guess it would just be up to here and we have to ended it up. I want to be closer to you but i think you decided not too. Things happened with reason and it happened just the way it is. It found its own way for us to know and be in reality in the end. I'm happy on what i've thought that would be best for the both of us, even it broke my heart and gave me pain. But now, i've learned how to accept it even more. Reality bites.
-Papi and Mami. 2007 for my parents was a heavy one for them. Papi got operated in the heart for four times and mami got her uterus removed. They were hospitalized at the same month, so imagine me how i was able to do things here and there. Mami is doing well but she still got some problems regarding her hands. Then the thing that made me feel bad just after New year was when i got the news that papi will have to take the Insulin from now on. The doctor said that hiscase is rare. But im still hoping for better health for the both of them.
-One thing that made my Christmas really complete was to know about my papers getting done in time. Sooner i can have my papers and get a better job that i wanted. And of course, Philippinessss im coming!!! I don't want to count the chicks yet untill the egg is hatched. So i'll just update you about it. I will just keep my fingers crossed and keep on praying for the good things to happen. So, help me pray guys.
-The last quarter of the year have made a big changed for me. Its always like "it comes when you least expect it". You never know whats on your way untill you get there. I've met Ale along the way. We met, we hang out, we talked, we laughed together, we had fun and we have gone through bad times too. Even if we knew each other for not that long enough, but we share lots of things in common and we know how to deal with each other. I hope things will go smoothly and will be better in the future. Thanks for listening, for understanding my mood swings, for keeping me in your arms when i cry, thanks for caring about me and thanks for the love your giving me. Not much people know about us because i want to keep it a bit private.haha! Just close friends know about it and i dont want to talk much of it here. You know... Well, more fun this year, more happiness, success and love for the both of us. Goodluck dadi, I love you.
-I will never promise something this year, but i will try my very best in whatever i will have to decide and i have to do. I've made a mistake and have learned from it. I will continue to grow, try to be optimistic and balance things. I will try to be stronger than ever. Who knows what the year 2008 has for me and for my 26th year of existence here on earth. I will make the most out of it. CHEERS to 2008! Happy Birthday to me!haha...
There yah go...Finally, i might have forgotten some more things but at this time i think this is enough. I will try to go through your blogs and will update my page after. I'm sorry for not visiting you pages. =( I'll make it up to you guys! And to tina, i'll do the tag after. =)
Have a nice weekend guys. Love y'all!mwahugs.
Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
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