Saturday, February 24, 2007
THANKS A LOT!!!
Hi guys! thanks a lot for the concern. I didn't expect that you'll gonna miss me that way too, like how much i missed reading all your blog posts and leaving you comments and tags. I really appreciate it! Im sooo touched...I even cried though. true..im not getting exaggerated but i really felt that way. Crybaby! but that means im happy because i know i have you all here, always. thanks from the bottom of my heart.
I got depressed this week. It started with a bad dream that made me felt really bad. I checked what those dreams meant, i got disappointed and take it seriously. Which i should not be. Should have taken it as a my guide, but i'm sorry i can't help myself from thinking about it and getting paranoid at the same time. Sometimes i really just have this freaking mind that can kill me!
Then everything was followed by lots of STRESS. Stress from work, from my environment and lots of pressure. Which made me feel really tired. My brain is drained and i cant think of good things. All i have in my thoughts are negative. My "morbid thoughts"(from arianne) that almost kill me.
I'm really sad. I really felt that the world is eating me little by little. No hopes, no love, no..nothing! But God is really great and wonderful. He never fails to check and remind me on how to deal with life. He gave me "you", "my blogger friends", and everybody around me that reminded me how much they care. Thanks a lot for the kind words and the courage you have given me. Im really so touched! That eventhough we all met here through our blogs we have this affection and the means of caring. Thanks again!
I'm not really feeling that well, but i think im feeling better. I've got lots of stories to tell and i will just post them next time. im sorry i have a really bad headache now. i don't know why. Still have a hangover from this stressful week.
Im gonna put some pics of me and my girlfriend's hangout today, but next time.lolz! and i cut my hair last week, ill show them to you next time.hehe! I'm gonna change my layout too, very sooonnn. =D
Have a good sunday to all of you! I love you all! mwahugs♥♥♥ take care...
Y Make me yours tonight, let me die in your arms;
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