I want to paint my face
and pretend that I am someone else
Sometimes I get so fed up
I don't even wanna look at myself
But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I hate the way you look at me I have to say
I wish I could start over
I am slowly falling apart
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
And you might think its easy being me
You just stand still, look pretty
Sometimes I find myself shaking
in the middle of the night
And then it hits me and I can't
even believe this is my life
But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I wish that everyone would go an shut their mouth
I'm not strong enough to deal with it
-Stand Still, Look Pretty by the Wreckers-
**this song was given to me by arianne. she used this as her blog's song for a while. the time she's bit a depressed i guess.(arianne correct me if im wrong.) im not depressed..i dont know why this is happening again.err! sudden attack of "don't know"?!!...i really dont know what's the reason. sometimes you really just feel like this way and don't know why and how and what...blahhh.. i even dont know what to write. but this song could hardly express whats really inside of me now and maybe things that i maybe thinking. oh well...if you want to hear the song just CLICK! this link. I'll gonna hop on your blogs when i have more time. im gonna miss you guys! take care..mwahugs♥♥♥**
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